the calm before the (1st) dan
test day…is behind me.
my main feelings at this point are elation…exhaustion…relief. i’m not at a place where i can (or really want to) talk much about the test, itself. or on the whole happening. i’m quietly exulting in the fact that i can finally let go of some forward exertion and effort and for now be…. buoyed up by afterglow.
when you nurture a dream with energy and action long enough, there’s gonna be point–finally–where you realize that dream. and in that space, there is good opportunity to reflect, restore, rest, recuperate, reorient.
results, rank, and belt announced and awarded on april 28. i think it makes sense tho, to let go of that wait, too. as much as possible! anyway, before then, there’ll be another demo to perform.
there’s rarely time to drift, when you’re driving for the heart of the sun