HamsterWheel Inside™

okay now i’m on a mission. i absolutely need to find me a grant or something. i must have an intel tower mac. which means at least 5K. (and that is not even loaded!) but after talking with a friend the other day, what was vague in my mind became clear. it’s not even a luxury anymore. i wonder if i can do any tax deduction sort of thing to offset it now that my job involves shooting and editing video. i know so little about these things. but what i do know is that if it takes me 4 hours or so to compress a 3 minute video, and it takes my friend about five or ten minutes to do the same, then shit must change. very soon. don’t ask me how the hell this will happen. i’m drinking coffee that has no sugar, and i dont even have the mini chocolate bars i used yesterday to sweeten them. i am one broke cabrón. but i am losing a lot of hours and energy because my computer is no longer up to the job. must investigate grants. i will do this.