habit

whys it always gotta be with accusation?

whys it always gotta be with demand?

whys it always gotta be with condemnation?

whys it always gotta be 

with a weary, sad plea?

whys it never good energy coming here to meet me?

whys it never an addition?

what’s the root of this condition?

por favor

subtract this glass fact from the shattered ledger on the rack

give me back the time and energy

and sustenance

i lack