you’re as beautiful…as you feel

every once in a while i run a check on my musculature, just a quick internal one. because i often find i am tensing parts of my body without realizing it. i think about things like having more energy to work all day, always feel i want to use every moment, get up before dawn and i also think things like “if i keep tensing my shoulders or neck or head muscles (face, skull, they wrap all around and can give you headaches) i’ll have less energy, i’ll use up x amount and get tired sooner”

that sounds funny. but then again when i was 19 i realized that the language you spoke and the feelings you expressed would shape your face down the road so i decided to be stoic. of course i’m the furthest thing from stoic, so that didn’t work out. but i do think about these things.

then again, i’m probably thinking too much about these things and wasting moments of my life. and energy. if i’m going to be thinking about these things so much i should get up earlier.

 

 

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06.04.08 / 12pm
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